February 2012
154 posts
Reading Hurts
treesquirrrel:
That moment when you finish a book, look around, and realize that everyone is just carrying on with their lives as though you didn’t just experience emotional trauma at the hands of a paperback.
Bitch please, anyone can turn you on, you're...
most-awkward-moments:
Submitted by applelula101
“Hope is a double-edged blade. It’s cruel to those who cling to impossible dreams”
– Noel Kreiss (via thenoelkreissobsessed)
“The hardest thing about depression is that it is addictive. It begins to feel...”
– Pete Wentz (via xxxxzzz)
Thank goodness there is music. Music makes me feel so much lighter.
it is so easy to fall back into a depressed state. i don’t want to be here. so i struggle to climb back up. a day at a time. one day at a time. just think happy thoughts so the feeling of a hole fills up with something else instead of hurt or emptiness.
I’m so glad I have friends cuz honestly, I don’t feel like I deserve these friendships.
popokoo:
a lot of people seem to be stressed out with school right now—with second terms and APs among other things
hang in there guys :C
you’re not alone in this, i’m feeling your pain
just keep your chins up! ; A;
Why must we go through this pain? Gaa whyz T_T
I so needed someone to say this. I will survive!
here is another thing about me:
some/most of you must know i read a lot. most of it fanfiction.
i use this to escape reality. it’s addicting and so bad for me because it really does help and i tend to forget reality when a story is particularly good.
O! O! and I keep a facebook account so that i can be updated with friend’s lives. And so I don’t feel lonely. and feel like...
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goodness damn it. i have to pull myself together. it’ll worry others and won’t solve any problems that have already occurred. i know i feel like i don’t make sense but don’t worry people - it is irrelevant to you. just ignore this and carry on.
if i’m upiddy and smile on the outside. no one will know right? it’s my fault anyways for over analyzing,...
I am so selfish.
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goodness! lonely rants make be feel tiny bit better.
“why do i want to hid this side of me?” cuz i feel it shows an ugly side of me.
“why is your rants public?” it’s not like anyone will read this and think “oh it’s that girl i know.” this is irrelevant to others so it won’t matter in the end.
I don’t feel that anyone knows me. except...
In a perfect world, I wouldn’t have to worry at all. but what the fuck is perfect? nothing. nothing is perfect. i’m still not getting any closer to even close to “perfect”. gog dman fuckin’…stupid “in a perfect world” crap. WELL IT’S NOT A PERFECT WORLD! WE AREN’T PERFECT HUMAN BEINGS!
Yeah. Okay. I’ll strive for being “close...